#92

-Switched taking my vitamins to the evening before I sleep
-Started my protein drink this morning. Oddly I can feel a difference, like a soft tightening in my chest. ALMOST like how it felt before I fainted a year ago, but not that strong. May half my intake tomorrow even though the portion is about 7kg less than what my daily serving per meal of protein is suppose to be.
-Will do my test of the 100 push up challenge after school today. Let’s see how I survive.

[Fri 9/12]
I have to say that today was not one of those good days. I had to give a talk to and punish my students twice today and that is two times more than I would like. Its draining, emotionally draining. I honestly hate doing it but when they get out of hand… I pretty much told them, “You can either choose to be in trouble, or choose not to be in trouble… it’s not a tough decision.”
I am definitely ready for the weekend. I just have one assignment for grad school and I should be good to go for the weekend as far as that is concerned. I’m looking forward to spending some great time with family. I just want to spend a whole day smiling and laughing unconditionally.

[Tues 9/16]
Well the weekend totally drained me so I completely skipped my first day of working out. Crap.

There is a line from a favorite poem, “…despite all of its sham and drudgery it’s still a beautiful world.” And after last week the long weekend, yesterday, and last night (which is a story all on its own and I’ll leave it at that) Today one of my co-workers who is the mom of one of my students and one of my classmates from my early years at SMS came in and gave my some great news! My classmate gave birth to a healthy baby boy at 8lbs and 22 something inches. CONGRATS MOM! God, she did it without the meds… got to give her credit. But that definitely picked up my morning like a rocket.

Fri [9/19]
PT at work after school… totally kicking my ass.